Saturday 17 February 2018

REALITY or SCENARIOS

Staying in bed is better than getting up, its warm and cosy and safe.  Even if you've had to much sleep and have that foggy head.

Because getting up you have to face silence, no morning greetings, no morning snuggles. Playing scenarios in your head because the reality will cause arguments and upset. Because scenarios in your head aren't real, they aren't possible conversations of reality. They are what ifs, and maybes'. They're not reality.

Scenarios in your head break your heart, silent solutions to the situations you see in reality. Silent chats because in reality those chats don't happen. Staying silent to avoid reality, and regrets.

Scenarios one way conversations, living alone one way conversations, scenarios one way reality.